Ok. I have never been in love before. And this is killing me. Why me? I mean why do I have to fall for the first time in my life madly in love with a girl who is so well settled and happy with a nice friend :( this is killing me! I swear to myself I'll avoid her, setting my eyes on her unsettles me for a long long period. Specially at this stage in my life. I dont need this. Its way to painful.

Oh the things that could have been :( damn my luck. gish what wouldnt i give just to be with her...